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| ending totals for everyone in the pool |
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| my "winning" bracket |
But I've been thinking a lot about tournaments lately, and life, and if life were a tournament. I've been really fed up with recurring and repeated trials in my life. I want to yell at the heavens - I've done this before, why do I have to do it again, what did I not learn the last time? I feel like we should pass a test and be able to move on. But that doesn't appear to be how it works. And suddenly it dawned on me, that the trials of life are like a tournament.
If you enter a tennis tournament, and you win your first match (or set, or whatever it's called in tennis) you don't immediately retire. The reward for winning is another match with a more difficult opponent. Oy. Sigh.
So in life, my tests and struggles and trials aren't going to be a one and done thing. Making it through a battle is a momentary success - but I haven't won the war. And many future battles may be fought over the same patch of ground. Winning is simply gaining experience, and perhaps some confidence in myself, and hopefully preparing me for the next round that may be the same game, same rules, same technique and strategy, but a different person returning my shots.
The glorious thing about it is that life isn't a competition against our neighbors, it's a battle only within ourselves, perhaps to conquer the natural man. Somehow, someway, Heavenly Father has created His perfect plan, where we can all be the winners in our tournaments of life. The trick is simply that after every win (or loss) we keep playing. You never really fail, unless you fail to try, because in this case - it's an infinite elimination tournament.


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